Sunday, September 6, 2020

Before I was born, I AM

 There was something important lost a couple of months ago and tonight while searching for something else, I found it! I had looked in the same place as well as everywhere else I could think of, and so had someone else... It didn't make any sence. It seemed to be gone, and yet I kept getting the feeling it would come back... and it did... and yet, it is not exactly as it was ... It's appearance had changed., but the content hadn't.


Yesterday I was talking to Beloved Jesus about concerns about certain things, and asking for a "sign" that would leave no doubt that He, and my Avatar friend, were listening and guiding me right now. I suppose that sounds strange to some people, and yet not to many people I know, but you know how sometimes you just need to know that you're not alone in working on certain situations that you can't really put into words to be able to ask others to assist with, because they are Spiritual things that take time, and conditions on earth being what they are, the appearance of the outcome "is not guaranteed", because many trials and setbacks seem to be preventing it, until it seems that it is lost or pointless to continue to give any credence to.... Sometimes because things were started so long ago that they seem forgotten, or like something changed and the outcome that was "foretold" is no longer possible, or like it was only a dream... but yet, you know it wasn't a dream.... but if you truly desire it with all your Heart, you must not let the appearances cause you to give up on it, and sometimes we just need that little bit of encouragement to keep from giving up on it, when we feel there is nothing we can do to help bring it about Finding this, today, was a clear indication that I am still being guided, as I was guided to find this NOW. The fact that it is the same yet not the same, as the appearance has been changed, it also part of the "prophecy" of something that was foretold to me years ago... Not to trust in appearances but to LOOK WITH THE HEART.

To those who have known me for decades they will remember what I am talking about, although to those who have not been following this with me, it will sound like pure nonsence, but a time is coming when I will be able to tell this whole story and it won't be the mystery it is being presented as, here and now My messege to YOU here and now, is to HAVE FAITH and know that everything happens in God's time, and everything that happens, no matter how disturbing or trivial it may seem, happens for A REASON, and to BELIEVE that there is a Presence that sees and loves each of us beyond what any person can comprehend without experiencing it, as this is Unconditional Love ... but it is REAL, and Eternal and NOTHING is ever truly lost, as long as there is LOVE that brought it into being and you still have the LOVE in your Heart to sustain it with a true desire to see it manifest, to come forth for the good of others, as well as yourself, it will ... and if you LOOK WITH YOUR HEART and not with your eyes, you will recognize it when it presents itself, even though its appearance may not be exactly the same as you once knew or had envisioned... This goes for people who have passed on that you thought were GONE, as well as ANY other things that hold a special significance... First you must KNOW that GOD is REAL and that ALL things ARE "possible" to you even if you don't know HOW to obtain them, just as surely as we might desire to hold a flower and not know how it is produced to be able to obtain and delight in it ... It must be borne of the seed of LOVE, a desire that is held with Tender Love and Nurtured, given the conditions it needs, and not forced or demanded into being, but given time for the processes to bring it to fruition... however long it takes for those conditions that create and nurture it to fruition may take... You must know that the Lifeforce (GOD by any name) is working on it and that it is alright to ask for an indication of that, to provide us with encouragement *This example of the flower is to present this "process" in simple terms As someone once told me, "Anything Truly GOOD is worth waiting for"... Is it not?