Before I was born, I AM

 There was something important lost a couple of months ago and tonight while searching for something else, I found it! I had looked in the same place as well as everywhere else I could think of, and so had someone else... It didn't make any sence. It seemed to be gone, and yet I kept getting the feeling it would come back... and it did... and yet, it is not exactly as it was ... It's appearance had changed., but the content hadn't.

Yesterday I was talking to Beloved Jesus about concerns about certain things, and asking for a "sign" that would leave no doubt that He, and my Avatar friend, were listening and guiding me right now. I suppose that sounds strange to some people, and yet not to many people I know, but you know how sometimes you just need to know that you're not alone in working on certain situations that you can't really put into words to be able to ask others to assist with, because they are Spiritual things that take time, and conditions on earth being what they are, the appearance of the outcome "is not guaranteed", because many trials and setbacks seem to be preventing it, until it seems that it is lost or pointless to continue to give any credence to.... Sometimes because things were started so long ago that they seem forgotten, or like something changed and the outcome that was "foretold" is no longer possible, or like it was only a dream... but yet, you know it wasn't a dream.... but if you truly desire it with all your Heart, you must not let the appearances cause you to give up on it, and sometimes we just need that little bit of encouragement to keep from giving up on it, when we feel there is nothing we can do to help bring it about Finding this, today, was a clear indication that I am still being guided, as I was guided to find this NOW. The fact that it is the same yet not the same, as the appearance has been changed, it also part of the "prophecy" of something that was foretold to me years ago... Not to trust in appearances but to LOOK WITH THE HEART.

To those who have known me for decades they will remember what I am talking about, although to those who have not been following this with me, it will sound like pure nonsence, but a time is coming when I will be able to tell this whole story and it won't be the mystery it is being presented as, here and now My messege to YOU here and now, is to HAVE FAITH and know that everything happens in God's time, and everything that happens, no matter how disturbing or trivial it may seem, happens for A REASON, and to BELIEVE that there is a Presence that sees and loves each of us beyond what any person can comprehend without experiencing it, as this is Unconditional Love ... but it is REAL, and Eternal and NOTHING is ever truly lost, as long as there is LOVE that brought it into being and you still have the LOVE in your Heart to sustain it with a true desire to see it manifest, to come forth for the good of others, as well as yourself, it will ... and if you LOOK WITH YOUR HEART and not with your eyes, you will recognize it when it presents itself, even though its appearance may not be exactly the same as you once knew or had envisioned... This goes for people who have passed on that you thought were GONE, as well as ANY other things that hold a special significance... First you must KNOW that GOD is REAL and that ALL things ARE "possible" to you even if you don't know HOW to obtain them, just as surely as we might desire to hold a flower and not know how it is produced to be able to obtain and delight in it ... It must be borne of the seed of LOVE, a desire that is held with Tender Love and Nurtured, given the conditions it needs, and not forced or demanded into being, but given time for the processes to bring it to fruition... however long it takes for those conditions that create and nurture it to fruition may take... You must know that the Lifeforce (GOD by any name) is working on it and that it is alright to ask for an indication of that, to provide us with encouragement *This example of the flower is to present this "process" in simple terms As someone once told me, "Anything Truly GOOD is worth waiting for"... Is it not?

TO HATE IS HUMAN, TO LOVE IS DIVINE

I was a skinny little white girl who loved nature art and music and people and animals learning and was shunned by a lot of kids whose fathers were corporate managers all through school.... I wasn't MATERIALISTIC or COMPETITIVE in the usual sence., therefore, they didn't allow me into their clubs or groups and when I joined one that was supposed to be for EVERYONE they shunned me even there... I won't get into their predominant religion or nationality but the point is , I DO know what it feels like... but as I got older I learned to keep reaching back to people who reached out to me and to reach out to the others who were shunned... and found that they came from all walks of life, and are even among those who had shunned me as a child...... What matters is keeping your heart on a higher goal... GOD and LOVE and reaching back wherever you find there's a need for it....
 
If you can't see it as a Spirit, then you're  looking in the wrong direction, away from The Light... nitpicking over the petty Earthly things... the things in this world and not what's in your Heart ... That's all that you can take with you when you leave here in a few decades , and the memories of things that were> How you live here and now is all that matters... Not who has a nicer house or more more privilege or what nationalities you are... or ANY of that... It's all well and good to consider as you play on the playground of this world, but never lose sight of why we are all here, and what level we are going as Eternal Spirits

LOVE is all that really matters

ALAS, AMERICA... I KNEW HER WELL

I've seen a lot of changes in my almost 70 years on earth... some for the better, especially in regards to Civil Rights, but this country has been on a downward spiral for most of the time I've been alive.... Unless people stand up for the history of this country and the Documents that were the cornerstones, it will fade and be forgotten before it can celebrate 300 years 56 years from now ...




I remember 1976. It was hot and sunny and bright.... There was a joyous festive feeling in the air... I was listening to the bells as they rang out across the country... suddenly the sky grew very dark and the sound of thunder was like cannonfire (which I actually thought it was commemorating the day) .. And as the bells slowly stopped ringing one DEEP bell gave long, low tones and suddenly there was a downpour that lasted for HOURS as I have never seen before ... I am psychic and was living in the house of The Poughkeepsie Seer at the time....  Something told me that America will not last another 100 years and the wind was like a wailing that persisted... 

Hating or being ashamed of the past is like cutting the roots to a tree... A tree comes out of darkness and emerges as a tree and grows taller and stronger ... America should be as strong and tall and beautiful  and ancient as the California  Redwood Tree, but alas it is being treated like a thorny bush that needs constant pruning ....

Alas America, I PRAY for you